When I traveled the ocean blue, cold enough to end you in minutes, I learned that she doesn’t give a damn about you. Not in the positive, nor in the negative. You are nothing to her just as she is nothing to herself; she will consume you without knowing you were eaten.
But that’s ok.
In fact, it’s very peaceful to own up to this fact.
What’s not ok is lying about the relationship we have. That relationship does matter. It matters very much.
The reality is you matter very much.
