Update on my health:
I’m feeling much better, overall. I still almost daily have short periods of heart pain. These periods seem to resolve and are much less than the daily and daylong I had become accustomed to only weeks or months prior. I do also have short periods of feeling weak. I also have, for example yesterday, sensed a mild numbness comparable to malaise but expressed in the form of this body-wide and vague or subtle numbness. I am able to exercise and even exercise strenuously per my long established rituals, but my body is more receptive to this on some days than others.
Fortunately, as you might have garnered from my recent video, I am naturally a walker. I walk to relieve anxiety and to think, have for many years, it stresses others out but it chills me out, I dunno. You might have also seen my face was or is a bit puffy some days, like after I completed hours of deep cleaning. Just taking good notes. This hopefully will have resolved in full, I don’t like looking like a pumpkin, but if that’s what I look like I also don’t pay much attention to it (shrugs).
Some nights I wake up and certain of my fingers are completely numb or tingling. I don’t necessarily relate this as being a bad thing, as it happens at night I am hopeful this is a sign of rebuilding and not of being in decline. It used to be my whole arm would do this, as in the separate example of that Lindsey creature (part of a greater network) coming into our lives, so I construe this as a good sign overall, being in overall progress from my condition weeks or months prior.
My disposition is good. I am happy and productive, my family and of course God is my strength during this time. I am still in what others would describe as fear, (what I describe as cautioned), of going in the basement too much. Paranoia will desroya, these folks are evil for violating me and each of my family members like this, but I’ll go down there if I want to. I’m not letting them affect me overall. Didn’t they know, “If God be for me, who could be against me?” Returned to sender. LAWFULLY.
Now, I do have a special herbal routine from my beloved apothecary. And I do think exercise is key, and my body’s foundation was strong so I can heal as would a professional athlete recovering from a major injury. I do not want to reveal to our cowardly assailants what we’re up to to fix me, but I surely will to follow when appropriate. I’ve already said the first step was to deep clean, but I haven’t unmasked the rest as yet.
Now, it’s not clear at this time if when I age this will come back as with a professional athlete’s injuries, oh well, se la vi. We’ll cross that bridge when it comes, but my cowardly assailants who still as yet do not reveal themselves (per say! 
) will need to live with what they’ve done to every single person in my family for years to come. Foolish, as they say. Or maybe they don’t feel guilt and they really are belonging to be put up in a nice nut house somewhere, I really don’t think about their determinate fate too much (shrugs).
God bless ONLY the good fruit. Thine will be done. Thank you for your prayers and support, in advance.
From https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lk3ybK65Dqo
" We are but poor lost circus performers, is there a village nearby? Then there will be no one to hear you scream. I’ve hired you to help me start a war, it’s a prestigious line of Work with a long and glorious tradition. You never said anything about killing anyone Am I going mad, or did the word think escape your lips? You were not hired for your brains you hippopotamic land mass! See also:"
“Enemies of the US Const. are not your friend, and ultimately they are not their own friend. For without the freedoms we hold to be self-evident, there would only be darkness. Let freedom ring; the light on the hill. LAWFULLY. Where in modern history have we seen antagonists repress?”
Anybody want a peanut? 
